My Blessing

                    It's been a while since my last post. I've been very busy with the kids and just life itself. My little girl is doing amazing in school! She loves school and likes seeing her friends.
                   She is excited that Christmas is almost here and wants a lot of gifts. She is getting homework in Kindergarten  (that's crazy right?) But she enjoys it. She is writing very well doing math homework.
                   She loves to read books and write ( she writes on everything in the house lol). She also has science in school which she loves because it brings out her curiosity.
                  She asks a million questions like but why mommy and what's that mean. She is a true blessing. I am glad she is my blessing.

Never Underestimate What Autism Can Become....

             It has been a while since I have posted a blog about my daughters journey. I have been experiencing a lot of emotions and an unfortunate loss. This year hasn't been so great because I lost the one person in my life that means so much to me... my dad. It has been a roller-coaster of emotions but I'm trying to get through it.
             I have to stay strong for my children. My daughter is going into kindergarten this September and I am so excited for her. She has come a long long way. She is talking completely and expressing herself so well. I can actually have a full conversation with her.
             It's great and I love it. She will still remain in a self contained autism program. There is still a long road ahead but we will get there when it's the right time. You can't push your kids learning because you want them to be where they are suppose to be.
             Autism takes time and it's worth the wait. My daughter has become more social and expresses her emotions very well. She plays very nice with others. She plays Dr. And says she is Dr. Kate. Lol.
            She cares about everyone's feelings and is always trying to cheer them up. I love my daughter. I wouldn't change anything and I would do it all over again. Sometimes in life things happen and it hits you really bad but I've learned that you have to continue on.
              Never forget what has happened but look back and remember the memories and the good times. My children are what is helping me get through the loss of my dad.  I know my dad is watching over us and smiling down and saying great job my little girl! Well I learned from the best!
               My middle child is going into 5th grade and my son is starting high school. Time goes by fast. The kids grow up too fast. Life goes by too fast that's why you have to deal with the bad to enjoy the good. I hope you enjoy reading my post.

Forever In My Heart...

It has been 5 months since you left. I thought as time passed it would get a little easier to grieve. That has not been the case. I miss you so much Dad. Every morning I wake up thinking of you. I wish you were still here with me. I know you are watching down on me and my family and walking beside me but it's not good enough for me. The tears still flow from my eyes cause it's hard to live without you. My heart still aches and it feels like it will never be whole again because when you left my heart broke into a million pieces.  I know you do not want me to cry and be sad anymore but you are my father and you were the most important person in my life. You have taught me things and have been there for me when I needed you. How do I go on without you? I can't ask you for advice, talk to you and laugh with you. R.I.P Dad February 12,2015. You are loved and missed dearly. 😢😢👼👼👣👣❤❤💔💔

I Love Being A Mom

Mother's day is almost here and I am excited! I love mothers day for so many reasons. I have three wonderful children who have changed my life. They have taught me to be unselfish. They have given me great memories that will last forever. We have had great moments. They make me laugh,cry and most of all have made me proud. I am the mother I need and want to be because of my upbringings. I owe my parents everything because without their support and guidance I wouldn't be the mom I am today. So thank you Mom and Dad ( I miss you dad). Dad I know you are smiling down on me and are happy with all that I have become. I am a great mom because I learned from the best dad in the world! You have taught me how to make precious memories with my family because you were all about family. As long as I have your morals I know I will make you proud. You are missed and thought of every single day! I love you always dad!

You Are Missed Dad

It's been a month since you have gone away
I wish that you could have stayed.
I wasn't ready to let you go
There was still so much I had to show.
It all happened so quick and fast
Now all I have are memories from the past.
I know you wouldn't want me to cry
But it was so hard to say goodbye.
I will never forget what a great dad you are
But losing you has left my heart scarred.
I know you are with me right by my side
To show me the way and be my guide.
I miss you and love you dad
May you R.I.P. and always know that I am thinking of you. You are forever in my heart.
     
Love,
Your Little Girl